this convocation:the untold story

how would you feel if you are in your final semester, when suddenly an asteroid out of no where come to collide into your world. your life shattered. you almost dead. okay..i'm juz exaggerating.
the truth is, the thing you watch on movie that you thought it just somebody made up to make the story lot of funner, interesting, could be something just had happened around you without your acknowledge.
life itself is full of mystery, the unexpected one. sometimes its good, sometimes bad*untuk orang yang sukar mencari hikmah dalam setiap sesuatu*
i was almost cried when i heard his story last night,it was like ponti anak remaja d movie. d one that liyana jasmay,lisa surihani n d malaysian dream girl fiqa co-star*even though the story was made for laugh. remember d guy, d one fiqa's best friend's exboyfriend, the guy get dumped-being betrayed and the ultimate effect was he failed all his final papers. back in reality, d story of my fren ..okay a fren i juz met on the internet*how lame was i spending malam raya with chating* was more disaster. he told me he got kicked out from d university, only after appealing he got to continue his study. sometimes i have to agree with wani ardy's 'harapan itu suatu senjata yang amat berbahaya untuk sekelian umat manusia', though i think fitnah itu lebih berbahaya-hadith nabi.
hurmmm ..i remember another movie, miss sunshine/miss little sunshine. the little girl's older brother was always wanted to be a pilot. he always had a piece of paper and a pen if he wanted to communicate with his family as he kept himself muted for reason that i have forgot*got to do with politics may be*. d moment when he found out he was actually colour blind, he screamed, cried out loud.....well, it just another how harapan boleh membunuh.
and..i've been thru a phase...awkward..i dont know how to convey d message, just understand d double meaning urself.. where i back and forth solid and vapour phase. pemejalwapan. sekejap solid, sekejap gas.not jus another lecture of thermodynamics, only if you can read between d line. and finally i get back to where i am, d phase i suppose to be. of coz u need a solid people rather than vapoury imaginary girl.
u see, in chemical engineering thermodynamics u learn latent heat-d energy released or being absorbed when phase is changing. to understand deeper how a phase changed when energy absorbed/released u need to know the enthalpy. enthalpy means how much heat needed to change phase. the bigger ur enthalpy, the harder to change ur phase as it will require more heat. my point is, if u dont wanna change from solid to another phase, u must have a great amount of enthalpy. if u dont wanna people easily affected ur life u must have strength in urself. so come whatever tribulation, u will always have ur feet on d ground. i've been 'sublimed' n i dont wanna go tru it again.
hurm..its been like an age i havent write such a long post, guess i have to cut the crap n need to stop. and as for my story, it will remain be the untold story.